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PostSubject: Bewitching   Bewitching Icon_minitimeWed Mar 12, 2008 1:37 pm

I think today was one of those days that was just meant to be the way it was.... if you know what I mean.

I had to take Clover to the vet today. She might need a pin in her right leg. She did something to it last night and I'm not sure what happened. The vet said she fractured it. So now I get to take her to the orthopedic doggy doctor and they get to either splint it or put the pin in her leg.... I really hope it's the splint, the pin sounds expensive.

I think I'm going to call Archer when he gets out of school. I miss him terribly right now. He's been talking to me on the phone a lot lately. He told me last night that I work too much and I need rest. He's forever trying to take care of me. I just wish I could take care of him better. I hate how I left him behind like that. Although, I'm glad I did because of what happened with the ex and I. I'm glad he didn't have to see that or the bruises.

The ex left me a couple of messages on myspace. Stupid ones at that. About how he's spent more time with his friends in two days then he did with me in two months. I feel bad. I should have spent more time with him. But I really needed my space. I'm trying very hard to keep myself off of the meds and stable. It's hard though. Especially with someone that won't even leave you alone to go to the bathroom. I hated that. Matt would come into the bathroom with me and talk to me when I went. The boy knows nothing of personal space.

I find myself smitten again. This guy managed to catch me off guard. He's wonderful. He really is. He takes care of me emotionally somehow. It's weird. I've never really been head over heels like this for a guy. I guess that's what happens when you've been guarding yourself for so long and you finally let that guard down. All I know is that I'm happier than I have been in a long time. Very happy.
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PostSubject: Re: Bewitching   Bewitching Icon_minitimeSat May 03, 2008 6:27 pm

As most everyone knows, I'm pregnant. Which in a way makes me happy, and at the same time makes me a little worried. Not that I don't want to be pregnant, but after two miscarriages, I'm scared that I'll lose this one too. Just gotta make it past the first 12 weeks. I'm almost 7 weeks into the pregnancy, it's been... not so much rough but, uncomfortable. Lost of abdominal pain and lots of throwing up. Archer wasn't like this. So it worries me a little. I know that every pregnancy is different, but I'm still worried a little.

IBah... I dont know. I guess I just needed to get that out. I got it out... I'm done for now.

be back later with more nonsense babble
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